I can’t hold myself to what I said
Every fear I had it plays out in my head
I’m feeling lost again
Split my head on rocks
Too shallow to feel the water
Cauterize these wounds
To take the pain away
I won’t let my mind be filled with this debris
The fears I hide behind
My end is all that I see
I won’t let my mind get lost in misery
That’s playing with locked doors with broken keys
I always told myself to look ahead
I live in constant fear of losing everything I have
I’m slipping up again
After all these years I’m still not getting over
The constant reminders
That never fade away
I won’t let my mind be filled with this debris
The fears I hide behind
My end is all that I see
I won’t let my mind get lost in misery
That’s playing with locked doors with broken keys
I won’t let my mind be filled with this debris
The fears I hide behind
My end is all that I see
I won’t let my mind get lost in misery
That’s playing with locked doors with broken keys
credits
from Departure,
released January 5, 2018
Music and lyrics by Howell
Tracked and mixed by Seth Henderson at ABG Studios (Crown Point, IN)
Mastered by Kris Crummett at Interlace Audio (Portland, OR)
Album artwork by Jeremy Yap
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